Neglectful of Stuff

So, this nausea thing is getting old. I feel bad physically, but also feel like a bad person. Since I feel like crap most of the time, all I really want to do it sit and stare at the TV and sleep, maybe read a book. Other than that I have been neglectful.

My house is a mess.....well, not really a mess.......but desperately needs to be vaccumed, swept, amd mopped and dusted....boy does it need to be dusted.......and we are having a party this Saturday and it all needs to get done.....

I have been neglectful of my personal blog....hardly type a word on there anymore.....and I haven't read the blogs I normally read.....I just have not been on the computer, which does have it's good side, as I haven't been buying on eBay too much.....

I've been neglectful to friends as well.....usually I am calling people and making plans......I feel like I dropped of the face of the earth.....I kinda have....I just feel like crap so much that I don't want to be a downer.....and I am not sure what things will make feel ill....there are so many smells that get me sick.......

Part of the issue is that I have not told all my friends yet. I am slowly telling them and then I think it makes sense to them and they are happy for me and feel bad that I have been sick.....

I am going to make a better effort to do more things anyways, even if I do feel bad.....